||[Nov. 8th, 2006|10:42 pm]
ana/mia bracelet exchange
|||||buck 65 - kennedy killed the hat||]|
i just binged. a lot. i felt like i was doing so well so i went to weigh myself only to find that i havent lost a single pound. usually it goes faster than this. as soon as i saw that im still so heavy, all rational thinking went out the window and i headed straight for the leftover halloween candy. and doritos. and more candy. and string cheese. and a peanut butter and banana sandwich. halfway through the sandwich i realized what i was doing and threw it away. luckily i dont feel as sick as i usually do after binging, but im so disappointed in myself. i promised my fiend i'd go to yoga with her tonight, and thats only gonna make me feel worse. but its ok, im getting back on track starting NOW. my probelm is either that full-out fasting is just too much for me to handle, or i just need some really good anti-binging methods. help, please?